Intricacies I abode

Allured by the song of the sirens
The helmsman steered the ship toward the reef
Attractive maiden’s, roam the surroundings
To be taken, until their thoughtless, loveless
Desires are quenched.

I shield thee from danger, from my own insecurities
I fathom not, what goes through my intricate mind
Emotions and impulses, rejected from awareness
Is what it might be...?

Loveless desires, I have been through in my beyond
Quenched are my bodily thirsts, I guess not!
But, the thirst of my heart, soul, could never be satisfaire.
I roamed; my surrounding’s much like the maidens I see
Until I came upon thee, allured by the sweet contraction of your lips
Exempt from subjection to the will of others

You thought me to follow my own impulses, desires, and inclinations
Now I can hold my head up high … as my soul takes its own course.
Liberated I feel, from the masters of my own.
With doubtful feet and wavering resolution
Happenings surround me in the depth of its intricacies.

Intricacies I abode, running deep in me, Intricacies, I can never be rid of
Put up a fight, and not to give up, is the test of time, the endless battle?
A doubtful mind the demon in me
Keeps me addicted to worldly offerings
Rightful reason charismatically put
The search goes on, until I inhale last
The search goes on, when this world I pass.