I love you

Just to say I love you
Just to say I care
Just to say you Matter
Without you I would despair !

Free Will

Gift of free will is mine
Hence, I rebel against the divine
Patiently the third high waits
Like a night guard at the gates

The gift of free will is mine
Hence I’m radical and corvine
Living life as of a bovine
Who can’t fathom the divine?

Struggles and triumphs

Struggles and triumphs
Is what life is all about?
They come and they go
And little do we know
That this is how living was predestined to be
Astounding, engaging and free

Appeal to the known one

In heavens a soul dwells
A celestial body is absent and unscathed
As I await my ruins end,On this soil until the one who comes
Alas! There is no gladness, in the human race
No fulfillment, the third highs reward, to my instantaneous sufferings
I knelt to pray for solace and love, which still hath not come my way
I beg and plead that my finish comes fast, as there is no glee in existing
I beg and plead that this pain don’t last, and six feet under I be.

Worthless Citadel

Worthless to rant and rave
Worthless to want or crave
Worthless you when first cry
Worthless, when you last sigh

Worthless is a positive feel
Worthless is a negative zeal
Worthless is always there
Worthless means a long despair

Sometimes

Come a long way, in a short time
Sometimes I worry, if we’re in a hurry
Sometime I smile, because it’s been a while
Sometimes I’m nervous, about this traverse
Sometimes it feels right, and future looks bright
Sometimes it’s bleak, and my heart beats weak.
But it’s all good, just like it should.

Two Timing!

Some one very close to me asked me if it was possible to be in love with two people at the same time. At that point , I did think it was completely possible, however, reality always is bitter and it bites, Life always makes you choose for the better.

So I told him that, whoever he chose was the one he loved a bit more. I know it can be a hard decision to make, nevertheless a decision that has to be made.

Laments of a Beggar

I Looked Up At the Skies; the skies were covered with clouds,
It was time of dusk; the darkness covered my surroundings leisurely,
I gazed up at the celestial skies, the dark clouds moved below them, just like my inequities,
I knew not how to fathom them; I knew not how to stop.
Under the skies I rested , surrendered my sins , and asked the third high for mercy,
The mercy that I did not deserve, yet I creeped and crawled, dragged myself like poor naked man, blinded by his sins.
I demanded mercy, that I don't deserve,
Such are my inequities and the burden of my sins he carries upon his already shoulders. Amen!

Optimism of a guilty child

I descend, I get a hold
I tumble down, I acquire
Lucifer triumphs
Jesus bows down and weeps
I nail him down on the cross all over
My inhibitions control me
My inequities take power
My worthiness restores
Hope’s just a remnant
It’s a struggle, I’m convinced
It’s a long one, I’m sure
I will beyond doubt develop
Hope is what's left
Optimism my only hope

This is my love story …

The first love poem
The beginning of a strange love story.
New beginning to a great love
Start to a heart break

150 days of togetherness
150 days of Magic created
150 days of endless talks
150 days …..The end

My Love

Your skin glows like the peach, blossoms red as the zarbara in the purest hope of spring.
My heart follows your guitar voice and leaps like a dogs at the whisper of your name.
The evening floats in on a great kingfisher wing.
I am comforted by your sweater that I carry into the twilight of eveningbeams and hold next to my heart.
I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears of wine.
As my eyes falls from my tunic, it reminds me of your heart.
In the quiet, I listen for the last music of the day.
My heated palms leaps to my scarfs. I wait in the moonlight for your secret me so that we may walk as one, palms to palms, in search of the magnificient black and mystical summer of love.


I'm Jobless too............

Smile......................

A smile as True as concern of a mother
A smile as Beautiful as nudge of a sister
A smile as Thunderous as the love of a father.
A smile as wide as the arms of a lover ...

A smile as Graceful as maiden of Piety
A smile as Peaceful as the Alter of divinity
A smile as Faithful as the Holy Trinity
A smile that promises eternity

A smile which tells stories,
A smile which holds mysteries
A smile which forgives easily
A smile which proclaims histories
A smile which gains courtesy